Rants Rants and more Rants......

realized itz been awhile since i last blogged.....
dun tink any1 missed me..ya?
even if any soul missed me....
it muz haf been dey missed me driving dem out for supper....

anywae juz got back from lessons.......
all pissed n all....
put it crudely....
itz a fucked up day.....

y?
dun worry...itz not bcoz of Irfan...
i c him almost everyday...
kindda immune liaoz...though e sight of him still irks me...
especially seeing him licking his fingers so that he can flip thru e attendance book....
or seeing him rushing to tutorial room...hoping to get a seat and hope no1 noes he
actually belongs to e nxt class....

let me bring u into e scenario...
i was queing to board my bus...
dis trio of Indian ladies who obviously doesnt noe e meanin of politeness...
happily juz push me away n cut into e queue...
hello???
at least haf e courtesy to apologize for pushing
itz not like i will blame u for cuttin queue...
u will appear on my blog datz all...
no big deal rite?
im not some famous blogger like xiaxue or miyagi....
knn....
at least e last lady of e trio had e courtesy to let me board 1st...
but not after i stared real hard at her....
obviously she had learn mind reading b4....
"nabeiz cheebyez...blind ah? can fuckin pls queue up ornot?????!!!! need me to teach u ah?!?!?!?"

now dis brings me to e not so recent case of a blogger being jailed for making racist remarks....
i wondered did e judge take into consideration y was e blogger a racist before passing e sentence...????
come on...
who on earth is born a racist??
(well mayb e guy who sits in front of me during lecture is...
haha)
in his case...it was becoz a malay family refused to let him haf e cab 1st...
which resulted in e death of his baby brother...
eh come on...
if i had a baby brother who died bcoz of dat...
i wun only b a racist lor...
e suicide bomber who bombed bali might even b me lor...
u tink he likes to b racist n face e prospect of being jail meh?
like wat phua chu kang saez...
"use yer blainnnnn!!! use yer blainnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!"

sometimes itz really de events dat happen to us..or mayb happen around us...
dat ultimately mould us into e character we r now....
like being a racist n all....

being a chinese...a majority race in singapore...
i tell u...itz damn ez to turn into a racist lor...
especially some1 wif my character...
but like it ornot...
itz me being me...

well..i do admit sometimes i do salivate at non-chinese gers....
but datz becoz more often thn not...dey r drop dead gorgeous...
and sometimes even look like chinese...
so much so dat my eyes began to play tricks on me.....

but hell no...
i draw e line there...
i will nvr agree to inter-racial bonding....
removin my "skin" is totally out of e question....

dey sae inter-racial babies normally bring out e best genes of both races...
well i sae no..
if i ever do dat..
im certain all my bad genes will come out and play....
well..probably mayb coz i dun haf any good genes..
wahaha....

k...
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another time.......