Tired.....

mumz been really busy wif her RC work...
even more so now nomination and polling day is nearing...

really wish i can help reduce her workload in office...
but i noe nuts abt paperwork....
i duwan to screw it up...like e one n only time which i tried to help...

wish i can help wif e deliveries...
help in warehouse...
bud den my exams is like one week away...
im up to my neck...
really....
even more so now dat e old man chose this period to b crazy.....

yeah..i haf a dysfunctional family...
or i shd sae...i nvr regarded e old man as dad ever since dat day....

like wat i told "her"...
im really tired.....
not physically tired....
a kind of unexplainable tiredness...
nvr been so tired in my almost 23 yrs of life....
stress finally found a way into my dictionary....

mayb i shd stop tinking abt "her"...
wash my hands off the family for e time being....
n concentrate on java...sml..prolog...SE...bla bla for e time being...
hope itz still not too late to salvage anithing ........


wish me luck...